As much as I hate to do it, and how much i can’t afford it, I am announce that I wont have any more updates to things this month.
I hate to ruin my streak of monthly updates, but more importantly i hate to disappoint people.
Why?
I cut contact with my parents almost 3 years ago. They were emotionally abusive growing up so i did this for my emotional health. This month has been a saga of my mom falling down, going into the hospital, and slowly declining. This has led to family members calling and messaging me to try and get me to visit. And when i didn’t comply, well, it’s been two weeks of being harassed. I’ve been threatened by my brother and called all sorts of names by former family.
I have to be in a particular mindset to write. That’s been hard in general for the past few years, but i hope you can understand that i haven’t exactly been feeling the romantic vibe this month.
I’m already burned out this month and i worry it will be bad if i try to force myself to keep to my schedule.
But…
I have been working on stuff, but it won’t amount to enough to be worth a full download and announcement and everything.
I have added a new character, Marie, to ZSC. She is from Bladerune9’s game Fattening Career - 3D weight gain visual novel (0.11 released for Free!). I wanted to include her because i love her, but also because I wanted to thank Bladerune for helping me earlier this year. I have legitimately spent over 9 months here and there, tweaking stuff to try and replicate the face. And i eventually had to resort to sculpting the face in blender. So this is like a few hundred hours of trial and error?
It’s still not perfect: i want to do the belly shape better. To have it look like the waistband is constricting the belly as it fills. And also have her pose change as the growth switches due to that.
