Thank you, both for the kind words and offer to help write
!
Unfortunately, I’m not sure how well that would work, and not because of you, but because of my own shortcomings. For me to say I did everything I could both for you and everyone waiting patiently, I’d have to:
- Share future outlines. This in itself would be trouble because my outlines always end up just being guidelines; I’ve never written a scene that stuck to the original idea. They change often, but always for the better. For anyone who’s enjoyed Forks’s writing (thank you
), it can be extremely difficult for me to articulate myself. I can at least understand my own draft gibberish!
- Work closely with the writer, not to preserve Forks’s “soul” or anything (I’m sure many better writers would’ve finished this by now
), but rather to make sure I’ve put in all the necessary effort to assist the writer and prove that their work matters.
- Do lots of back-and-forth pitching, which I already do with Toro, e, and Ars.
- Wedge it all into my current work-life balance. I’d like to do game dev to escape the office tedium, but currently that’s still my primary source of income.
Much as I was (rightly!) worried about sticking to a release schedule, I’m worried that I wouldn’t be able to support an additional writer as well as I’d like. Toro, e, and Ars all have their own jobs beyond my expertise, but writing is something I can do. It’s just not always a smooth ride 
@LisaPage I feel like I’ve done the same, and I’m sorry to you and anyone I’ve disappointed. This whole time I’ve felt like I’ve needed to do something right now to fix this, so I can push this out ASAP. Keeping things in high alert isn’t healthy for me, and though I’ve calmed down from my stupid, self-inflicted setback, I think the best thing I can do to recover from this is take my time and slowly build new scenes up as I can.
This won’t be fixed this week, next week, or even this month. I’d take a break and wait until you can be surprised by an update, that way you can hype yourself and enjoy it at your own pace. One of my biggest mistakes was misjudging how long the polishing phase would take and starting the hype machine early. I don’t want to do that to anyone again.
@ButteredToast25 Thank you, I wish I’d known sooner how quickly I’d burn myself out trying to rewrite the intro. However, that it happened at all speaks to my inexperience, and I need to improve myself as a writer if I’m going to deliver a satisfying conclusion. If I can’t sustainably write Forks or Aria, then I’m a lousy writer and shouldn’t be here
. All I’d be then is the “idea guy”, and I can’t do much with that!
Whew, it’s getting late and I hope I’ve helped explain myself. If I’ve left anything out, please say so and I’ll be back!